Shadowboxing

Maaaaaaaaaan
Somebody gettin fucked up today
Somebody gonna feel this wrath I feel
Somebody is gettin they ass beat
I dont know who its gonna be 
Is you?
Is you?
Maybe you even!
Shiiiiiiiiiiit.....
The next nigga look at me wrong
GETTIN FUCKED UP ON THE SPOT!
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Wha?
Who u lookin at nigga?
What u lookin at nigga?
Wha?
So u sizing me up nigga?
Who do u think u are nigga?
Don't fuck wit me nigga
Not today
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Nigga dont I know you?
Yeaaaah
I know you nigga
Ive known you from a long time ago
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And I aint like you then either!
Always lookin down on me
You think you betta than me?
You think Im not worthy?
Yeah I know you nigga
You that nigga who told everyone
Not to talk to me
Kept me isolated from everyone
Couldnt nothing touch me
...Cuz of you
And I guess I could thank you for that
And I guess I could hang for that
All that love shit, that bond shit
They missed me with that
And I have you to thank for that
Well you can only thank yourself for this ass whoopin Im bout to give you!
A mighty swing
BLAOW! 
Right in this nigga's mouth
Blood flowin like Nile in early March
You like how that feel nigga?!
Do that make you feel bigga?!
A kick to the gut
BLAOW!
Cant breath can ya nigga?
Neither could I all those lonely nights
Fuck you nigga! 
Fuck you!
No hope for you nigga!
Ima choke you nigga!
Im emotional numb
So I can't feel you nigga!
IMA KILL YOU NIGGA!
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Stood up soaked
Didnt know if it was from tears, sweat or blood
Breathing deeply
I look to the mirror
And found a strange sight
My face hardly recognizable 
Bloodied and bruised
Hideously disfigured
You can't see it but
I been beatin myself up 
The whole time
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You know...
A punch from a stranger might hurt
But wrestling with yourself...
Is much worse